Why shouldn't I be leary of allowing something else have control of my life? no wonder I'm having issues with step 3.
If I've never allowed anything to have any control, how can I trust that they will do it right, that it will be done properly?
I'm going about it the wrong way.. by giving up small bits of my control at a time, I can develop a trust with my HP. Much like the trust I have time and time again built and had destroyed by my alcoholic.
little by little, I can learn to move through step three.
Easy does it.